Words divide
    Touched down on a southwest runway
    Time collides
    Shipments that never came
    I drank enough
    To almost feel at home right here
    But not enough to make me disappear
    Breaking rules and breaking down
    Never thought twice about it
    Pushing drugs and skipping town
    Now we just talk about it
    What if we never even make it back? I don't have the answer
    I dropped the ball, we lost our only chance to have luck on our side
    Revolving doors
    Kept the neighbors up and talking
    Unsettled scores
    Face offs that never came
    I thought a lot
    This is not a life I can defend
    And after this how could I face my friends
    Seconds burned
    Throat dry I swallowed my pride and..
    Lesson learned
    I looked hard and I'm to blame
    Fuck it all
    Repressing thoughts of suicide
    A part of me three years I've had to hide