She looked right into my
  eyes and said to me
  The hurt that you try to
  hide is killing me
  You drink a thousand lies,
  to freeze the past in time
    I've tried to fill this
  silence up
  But now it's back again
    See the pain in my eyes
  see the scars deep inside
  My God, I'm down in this
  hole again
  With the laughter I smile
  with the tears that I cry
  Keep going down this road
  called life
    She says that I'm insecure,
  I guess she's right
  'Cause just when I think
  I'm sure, alone at night
  the agonies come back, this
  pain won't let me be
    I try to fill the silence up
  but now it's back again
    See the pain in my eyes
  see the scars deep inside
  My God, I'm down in this
  hole again
  With the laughter I smile
  with the tears that I cry
  Keep going down this road
  called life
  Don't need your sympathy
  I just want for this silence
  to stop killing me
    It's deafening
  it's deafening
  this silence inside me
    I try to fill the silence up
  but now it's back again
  It's empty like a suicide
  this pain inside
    See the pain in my eyes
  see the scars deep inside
  My God, I'm down in this
  hole again
  With the laughter I smile
  with the tears that I cry
  Keep going down this road
  called life
  Don't need your sympathy
  I just want for this silence
  to stop killing me.