Thinking suicide
  Thinking suicide
  Thinking suicide
  Thinking suicide
  Thinking suicide
  Look at my eyes (Suicide)
  I need a disguise
  To hide my lies
  Oh god
  What have I done
  To myself
  To her
  Before your eyes
  What could drive me so mad
  To lose what we had
  The mystery remains inside
  Want to make it real
  Like it was before
  And I lost the bond
  Cause I shut the door
  In search of ways to be myself
  But ended up like somebody else
  Trusted me
  Honored me
  Fought for me
  Cried for me
  Lived for me
  Died for me
  Open my eyes I see the walls
  White as snow
  They don't seem strong
  Betrayed myself
  Opened my eyes
  Can't see those walls I feel so dumb
  Like a fuckin' bum
  Preferred to run
  Then face the fact I stabbed your back
  I understand that
  Did not deserve that
  You can't go back
  Do you see it?
  Oh my god What have I done?
  Please forgive me FUCK THAT! I feel
  So hated
  So aggravated
  So frustrated I can't explain it
  The way that I feel I feel so dumb
  Like a fuckin' bum
  Preferred to run
  Then face the fact I stabbed your back I'm a victim
  Slippin through the system
  Victim
  Slippin through the system
  Open my eyes
  Can't see those walls I feel so dumb
  Like a fuckin' bum
  Preferred to run
  Then face the fact I stabbed your back
  I understand that
  Did not deserve that You can't go back
  Do you see it?
  Oh my god What have I done
  Please forgive me FUCK THAT I feel
  So hated
  So aggravated
  So frustrated I can't explain it
  The way that I feel I feel so dumb
  Like a fuckin' bum
  Preferred to run
  Then face the fact I stabbed your back I'm a victim
  Slippin through the system
  Victim Slippin through the system
  Victim Slippin through the system
  Victim Slippin through the system
  Victim Slippin through the system
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