this plan is only surface
  and i do not deserve this.
  i'm wondering if i'll withstand
  to stand alone and stand to scream to the world:
  i'm through and now i've come to mend
  these wounds that were gored by you through all of them
    it's too sad that i've got to mediate these faulty sides of you
  and i'm wondering whatever did i do
  the only reason that i still remain to you
  is i go on repeating the excuse
    this plan is only surface
  maybe i'm lost in purpose
  i've stood alone too many days
  and i'm waiting for my day to say to the world
  come through with all those promise plans
  those year are lost and you've forgotten them
    it's too sad [repeat]
    what if this had not happened?
  what if she hadn't gone?
  what if this had not happened?
  she never would have gone
      well i wonder if the same
  things could be any other way
  still i don't deserve this
  i've stood alone too long to say