I keep talking to myself but the words sound like someone
   else
   I'm ready to bleed all the shit from my veins
   I'm willing to plead for a cure to the pain
   And I am amazed that I'm still semi-sane
   I'm falling down, my world is spinning round
   It feels like I'm flying, the feeling is lying
   I'm falling down, falling down
   I am a monster, I'm not well
   No mirrors, so I cannot tell
   There's a zoo on my back
   And a cloud on my soul
   Where I once had a heart,
   There's a bottomless hole,
   I wish I could get back an ounce of control
   I can't see beauty in anything
   I can't tell where I'm tripped up,
   Where I fell
   I'm a piece of candy cane wedged tightly in a drain,
   Day by day, dissolving away